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Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
2:23 am	poem i just wrote the breeze gently laps over his skin guided in through the window. softly summery scented it kisses the moist flesh. I sigh. tender seconds surrender, to the inevitable light. the early morning dawn burns my eyes. squinting to see, I fumble to find his touch. blind, squirming, securing I anchor in savoring the final moments. i just felt like writing a poem so i just opened up livejournal and clicked update and wrote basically what came to me. no insperation really. it's very sexual. Funny that i should write about this. it's kinda like a blind person describing what the ocean looks like. sigh Current Mood: artistic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 1st, 2002
5:10 pm	In lui of recent 'comments' in my journal by a few know-it-alls (a few of them quite nasty) ... i will not be making my journal 'friends only'!!!! I've met alot of great people here through them commenting in my journal in the past. These people who have been posting in the last few days DON'T KNOW ME, DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL AND THEREFORE DO NOT HAVE A RIGHT TO MAKE COMMENTS AS THOUGH THEY BELIEVE THAT THEY DO!!! I have a right to write about whatever i feel in my OWN journal - without being judged or belittled. Contrary to how i may sound writing this i am not mad per-se I am just annoyed!!! I will leave the comments up because i think they are pretty lame and I'd like other people to see that too. Current Mood: annoyed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
11:36 pm	Totals for Tuesday June 11 cals 903 fat 10 carb 188 protein 32 Tomorrow I am going to weigh myself and do my measurments and all that! my throat is sore Current Mood: frustrated (Comment on this)
Monday, June 10th, 2002
5:45 pm	spiderman I have a spider trapped under a glass right beside my computer. this thing is creeping me out, ..... i don't want to deal with it though. I suppose it can stay there until the next person comes to use the computer. And I'll stay safe. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 26th, 2002
10:50 am	I painted my eyes, my lips, my finger nails I bleached my hair, I tanned my skin I skipped breakfast, I skipped lunch ... I skipped breakfast!!! All so I could fit into these perfect-size jeans My stomache is empty because they secretly want it to be My mind is empty because he secretly wants it to be My soul is empty because I secretly want it to be I have conformed, I have abandoned, I have comprimised But damn I look good!!! Why isn't anybody looking at me??? another poem i wrote. may 26/02 (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 25th, 2002
11:13 pm	Perfect Her body quakes Heaped upon the tepid linoleum Her eyes blindly fixated on her giant shadow Cast by a perched flame which dances upon its waxen pedestal Dry eyes blink Momentary drought Her throat stinging Her fingers clawing the breath from her neck Gagging and gasping Her hand grazes over her bones, That protrude from her ashen skin A sick smile crosses her lips She is perfect now (3 Comments |Comment on this)
8:02 pm	well folks .... Calories for today: 546 fat: 10g carbs: 97g protein: 18g that's enough Current Mood: full Current Music: cher - song for the lonely (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 14th, 2002
9:27 pm	i'm really not that much of a britney fan ... but it sure seems that way lol You’re Britney Spears! Face it, ya got it made. You’re sexy and popular, and have tons of people craving to be you. Sure, you’ve got some enemies out there, but you’ve also got a lot of people wishing they were with you. You’re the kind of person who knows you’re hot, and you’re not afraid to go all out to prove it. What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah (Comment on this)
9:24 pm	Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi. (Comment on this)
9:17 pm	Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi. (Comment on this)
9:12 pm	</a> Who's SCREAM Do You Posess? Quiz by Steph or Steph (Comment on this)
Friday, May 10th, 2002
3:41 pm	is it worth it? (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 9th, 2002
10:34 pm	sigh .... i'm tired of everything (Comment on this)
Monday, May 6th, 2002
11:33 pm	I borrowed this quiz from a cool chika on my friends list ... I quite enjoy filling these things out I WANT ~ to be beautiful, to be loved, to be skinny I WISH ~ I were beautiful, loved and skinny. I also wish that I make something great out of my life and that I am sucessful and happy and enjoy it. I LOVE ~ my family, my friends, my dogs, life sometimes. I HATE ~ mean people, myself at times, being unhappy I MISS ~ being a kid sometimes, old friends I FEAR ~ not being happy, dying, hurting, I SEE ~ I HEAR ~ words, music LAST TIME YOU SMILED? ~ tonight LAUGHED? ~ tonight BOUGHT SOMETHING? ~ today (gum @ the store) DANCED?~ hmmm - it's actually been a while GOT HAMMERED? ~ oh god - actually not since new years .. man i really need to go get drunk HUGGED SOMEONE? ~ last week HAD A NIGHTMARE? ~ can't remember LAST THING YOU READ: what we keep LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN: the sweetest thing LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: gym actually LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV: Notting Hill LAST SONG YOU HEARD: some alicia keys song in MM LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: water YOU ATE? crackers w/peanut butter and strawberry jam (yeesh) ------Do You...------- SMOKE?~ nope HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?: No ... what's lame is i've never really had HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? no REMEMBER YOUR FIRST girlfriend/boyfriend: nope STILL LOVE HIM/HER? HAVE BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN/GAY FRIENDS? ~ yep BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? ~ yeah BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yeah LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? ~ yes BELIEVE IN GOD? ~ yeah HAVE ANY SECRETS? ~ yes HAVE ANY PETS? ~ 2 dogs GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? yep WEAR HATS?: no HATE YOURSELF? ~ yes lots HAVE A BEST FRIEND? yeah HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? not really CARE ABOUT LOOKS? ~ yep TRUST OTHERS EASILY? ~ somewhat LIKE SARCASM? - yes TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? ~ sometimes .. it's really great actually - very poetically romantic KISS WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED? ~yes sometimes SING IN THE SHOWER? ~yeah OWN HANDCUFFS? ~no HAVE ANY SCARS? yes on my knee, on my hand & a few others (2 Comments |Comment on this)
11:28 pm	total for monday may 6 calories: 1038 fat: 20 carbs: 160 protein: 63 pretty fuckin' disapointed is all i can say :( Current Mood: disappointed (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 5th, 2002
10:23 pm	What is YOUR Highschool label? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:09 pm	Cals for today =705 fat=16 carbs=112 protein=34 I am defiantely NOT full! I wonder if I should just eat eat eat today and start up fresh tomorrow!! ??? p.s. I didn't gain - didn't lose today - crossing my fingers for a little loss tomorrow!!! Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
12:36 am	total cals for Saturday well ended up going for coffee with my best friend- we had a long chat and a bunch of calories! I had an iced cappuccino(made with milk not cream) and a low-fat rasberry muffin! It boosted my cals up to 1000 :( I gues i won't being seeing that scale go down tomorrow! -- I HOPE I DON'T GAIN! God .. why didn't I stop at 500!! grrrrr anyhow to spite my bitchin' and complaining I am pretty happy - I missed my girl and we had a good laugh - that muffin was pretty dam good too! I just wish I could look forward to a loss tomorrow morning -- the sooner that scale goes down the better .. the summer is fricken' like right around the corner - ok I'll stop now I'm depressing myself! tomorrow will be better - a fast and workout is on agenda - can't wait :) Total cals today :1009 fat: 12 Carbs: 193 protein: 40 Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 4th, 2002
7:09 pm	I am so full !!! :( but i did well! It's 7:00 and I am done for today Total Cals eaten today579 Total fat 9 total carbs 96 total protein 32 (Comment on this)
9:52 am	2.5 down 34 to go well stepped on the scale this morning ... almost couldn't wait! I love losing :) anyhow the scale read 159 down from 161.5 yesterday morning!! yay!! saturday may 4 - weight 159 starting weight (may 3) 161.5 goal weight -125 goal date august 10 according to fitday i need to lose 2.43lbs per week percentage lost of target lbs 7% Current Mood: pleased (Comment on this)